Courage Within

Courage Within, 10.31.13

Dear Levi,

Today is the day! =)

I woke up crazy sleepy and rumpled and traffic was a big snarled ball of yarn all the way to work. Also, I changed pens because I decided I hate how fat that one was. It is rainy and humid and sticky. Today is Halloween, too. Seriously. Everything is pointing to a bad day. Being the last business day of the month, the calls at work have been nonstop, too.

But I just want to believe that God can makde today the day. I mean… what if? What if something happened at work tonight? What if you didn’t drive back to the dorms but instead drove to the Dell factory river to pray? What if it was my face in your mind, not hers? What if today is the day you remember your little Noelle? And start to miss her? What if today you begin to pray, too?

What if…?

I get to go to my nursing home tonight. I get to see my old people. I get to run, to help my little brother find a job. To let my dad know he’s my hero.

I love you, Levi. I promsed forever and I can’t give up on that promise. You’re too special, Levi.

Your star,

Rigel